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蹤獲弝け College
First-Year Experience

Memoir, Identity and Consumption

July 1, 2025
by Minita Sanghvi, Associate Professor, Management and Business Department

Hua Hsus memoir deals with his and Kens identities and their likely/ unlikely friendship in college. As two Asian-American boys, many may see them as similar. But Hua who is a second-generation Taiwanese immigrant, and Ken who is a Japanese-American are different in many ways. Hua talks about Kens family as All American and judges Ken based on his consumption choices which Hua considers mainstream   from wearing Abercrombie and Fitch to listening to Dave Matthews Band. It is interesting that what Hua equates to mainstream is largely upper middle class, suburban, white culture. This is explored further when he talks about Kens family having been in the US for several generations and that when he had met poised, content people, like Ken, they were white.

Hua as a second generation Asian-American immigrant is trying to trace the multifaceted, fragmented relationship between ethnicity, identity and consumption in his college days as he tries to rebrand himself and find his group membership. Consumption often helps identify group membership and define group self. Hua is trying to sort his classmates based on their consumption choices, not just in music, films, books, but also the posters on their walls and where they bought their clothes. Throughout his time at Berkeley, especially at the beginning of his college years, we see Hua trying to find new traditions, rituals, inside jokes and similar devices to create group membership. A place to belong.

While many do this unconsciously, we know in marketing and consumer behavior studies that products and brands are not only consumed for their functional value but also because of their symbolic values, especially in communicating cultural meaning. Moreover, consumption in contemporary subcultural contexts is often fraught with countervailing and ever shifting meanings. After Kens murder, the same rituals, products and brands that were once everyday and mundane aspects of their lives, take on sacred meaning to Hua. Whether it was drinking Newcastle Brown Ale or the last pack of cigarettes they had been smoking, Hua finds new meaning in these brands and products.

In Huas memoir, I find the role of consumption intricately interlinked with not just his race and ethnicity, but his age, socio-economic standing, gender, etc. all contributing towards his unique sense of identity. Over the course of his college years and beyond, his identity continues to evolve and integrates new relationships and groups, new possibilities, and forms with old traditions.

As you start your college years, you too may consciously or subconsciously use brands to showcase your identity, and find your own traditions, rituals and inside jokes to create your own groups. Our lives, our identities and our consumption all help in creating and communicating who we are to the rest of the world. It creates a dialogical model that is often conflicted, contested and complex. Like we all are.